My days seem longer than usual
Satisfying my urges with suiting pleasures
Exploring in tick of times – and it keeps ticking
But unaware of fateful event on the edge.
I seem to go faraway without caution
But my foot stays with me more than my emotions.

I feel life is too easy, treading softly with friends who I thought we would make memories together.
When we dined, when we wined
I was blind by benevolence, discharged by affection

All their moves were evil and full of pain
I was initiated, though I was innocent
Their bad deeds became mine
So highly I’ve been blinded by unwanted relation

I pleaded for my life, begged for my soul
Wanted a second chance to live again
Maybe not in this world, If I could be whole again
But I think my days aren’t longer than usual
It ended abruptly without saying goodbye

©Bomspenwrites

Everytime I look into your eyes
I see my paradise
Dance and sway
To the beat that I play

I might not be thinking straight
Probably unpleasant and frayed
But my whole world goes around you
I’m here to stay and and to go faraway

Please don’t leave me
Be mine and mine forever
Stay a little longer with me
Would you please stay with me

©️BomsPenWrites

I became a loner
Walking through a lonely path
Pathetically deraign in loneliness
Derailed and dejected in my episode

I have no one to blame
Neither was the blame on me
But fate seem to cheat on me
Even when we dined and wined

Many time some happy days
Most time the sad days
These moments comes again
Leaving thoughtful thoughts a gain

Now I’m treading on my path
Wanting to make a difference
Seems hard but I’m choosing greatness
Walking over with my happiness

BomsPenWrites

Main styles are different
My identity is sameness
I’ve been through many changes,
I have no sense of selfhood

I dip in some sauce
To make it better
How do you want it?
Or you wanna make an offer

I’m a rainbow
But I don’t come in a season
I’m everywhere
As long as the cloud is up there

Wanna taste my style
Wave your hands to me
Carry your shoulders
And give me those attitudes

📝Bom’s PenWrites

You worth more than you deserve.

I walk with pains
Seeing all with tears
Crumbling and rumblings
Muttering any words I can
How it feels to tread on paths
That seem not to be easy
But walkways with danger
It’s to late to go back..

Tears are dried up
I’m loosing strenght
Still, a long way to go
I’ve to stay tight.
No one’s coming to my aid,
Then I have to hold no blames
Looking forward
And ne’er giving up.

@BomsPenWrites

Reminiscing the memory lane
Happiness admist pain
Can’t bear the shames
I’ve got no joy of the past

When I’m in the woods
I care no longer about myself
When I’m lost
You and even me can’t find myself

I’ve got so much to tell
But I end up on a stammer
Tears rolling up in my eyes
Like a boy whose lost candy

Let me go off these pains
That has had enough of me brooding
I want to brainwash these past
I want to forgive and be forgiven

@BomsPenWrites

I’m missing everything, absolutely
I still can’t admit when things are unfavourable
Even though the memories of years past wouldn’t cease
Does the past got to really haunt me?
Or it is also capable of inspiring me

Everyday the sunrises and the clouds giving effort in beautifying
Reminds me of the amazing beginning, untangling
The sunsets below the western horizon, changing its colour
Likewise I feel the change inside of me like there’s no breathe in me- fading away
I feel like I’m a stranger here, familiar things seem to be unusual to me

I’m lost I need to be found, I’m dying I need to wake
Even when the waves seem to be floating
It’s seems to apparently ceasing faster -fading abruptly
I don’t even know who I am
I don’t know if I know who I was
Locked away in chances I could get to be better.
I’m helpless, I’m stuck – I want to be better.

-BomsPenWrites

Enchanting and fascinating
Mesmerising and enthralled
Like a beauty of a queen
Wild heart and pure soul
_Let me stay behind_
_And have my lips locked up in yours_
_Sharing the most together_
Having you by my side forever_

Glitters than gold and silver
Brighter than the clouds
Shines than the sunlight
Most affectionate
_Ignite your light in my heart_
_My heartbeat twice a second_
_Endowed in fine array_
_Hopes in finery_

It’s ancient and probably shrinking but appealing and beautiful
Its gradual diminishing but the memories would never go away
I’ve kept my hopes, with the thoughts that brings happiness
The bad times came but no chances were given to make my decisions

Sunrise, moon days, I’m waiting impatiently for a frictionless magic
For the doors to creak, to make a high, groaning sound, like a rusty gate swinging shut.
The old, worn floorboards in the house might creak better than old trees which birds chirps on.
Stading right in front under an umbrella like I’m waiting for my groom to come take my hand right under the hotsun

Alas!
Doors and gates wide as they open, and tree branches creak and dry leaves blow around in very heavy wind.
For a once in years, memories of an unforgettable experience explored through me
I thought I’ve been forgotten and chased outta my passion and heartfelt
It’s a trend for me when when what seem to be shut on me resurfacing itself.

How I wish I could have my relations back down the aisle
I’m missing myself more often, I don’t know who I am
Life seem to be giving me too much levels like some marvel games
I’m here again, to enjoy the nature of greenie, seems deserted, but it’s the best feeling.

_My hope is built in my fulfillment_
_Dooors shut on me, now opened_
_I tried my best not to myself weary_
_Dream come true in the Wonderland_
@BomsPenWrites.